for my honey
👆 tap the bunny for a surprise 🐰

"koko, are those malibu skies?"

You asked me that in a dream, honey. One day I'll answer you for real, under the real sky. 💗

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a letter for you

Take your time with this one, honey. I meant every word. 💌

To the girl who found her way back to my heart,

I don't know if there are enough words in this world to explain how much you mean to me — but I want to try.

If you're reading this right now, I hope you know every single word comes from a place that's completely honest. This isn't just a message. It's a little piece of my heart that I wanted you to keep — a reminder of how loved you are, and how special you are to me.

Sometimes I sit back and think about our story, and it still feels unbelievable. We met years ago, and somehow — after all the time, all the distance, all the moments where life took us in different directions — a part of my heart still remembered you.

We had chapters where we were close, chapters where we were apart, moments I thought maybe our story had already ended. But somehow life brought you back to me. And this time, something feels different. This time, it feels like we're finally where we're supposed to be.

You probably don't realize how much happiness you bring into my days. Sometimes it's the smallest things — your name popping up on my phone, hearing your voice, talking about random nothing with you, just knowing you're there. You have this way of making ordinary moments feel like they matter.

I love how I can just be myself around you. I don't feel like I have to prove anything. With you, I can exist, love, and be loved.

People say love is finding someone perfect.
I think it's finding someone whose imperfections become beautiful to you. 🤍

And for me, that person is you.

I don't just love the happy version of you. I love you on the days you feel tired. I love you when you doubt yourself, when you feel lost or lonely, when the world feels too heavy. On those days, I hope you remember you never have to face any of it alone.

I want to be the person who makes you feel safe — the one you run to when life gets hard, who celebrates your wins, comforts your tears, and stands beside you through every season.

I know we can't predict tomorrow. We've felt how easily time and distance can change things. But right now, I know one thing: I want to choose you.

Not just today.
Not just when things are easy.
But every day.

I want to know your dreams, your fears, your little habits, all the tiny details that make you you. I want to make memories we'll look back on years from now and smile at.

You're not just someone I love. You're someone I cherish. You make my worst days better. You make me excited about the future. You remind me that some connections are worth waiting for.

So thank you — for coming back into my life, for giving us another chance, for being you.

You are loved.
You are appreciated.
You are important.
And you'll always have a special place in my heart. 💗

I love you more than I can explain with words. And I hope every time you read this, you feel the love behind every sentence.

Forever grateful for you,
— your koko ❤️

finally, we met

August 2026. Five years, and then you were real. 🥹

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just for you, honey
this part's only for us. type our word to open it. 🤍

"Bangkok. Pattaya. Us — finally in the same place."

After all those years of screens, there you were. Real, warm, close enough to hold. We got drunk together and told each other everything — no walls left, nothing hidden. Just us, all the way open.

🥂got drunk, opened up about everything
🧥you in my hoodie — unfairly cute
🤍you in that white dress, adorable
🛡️you, guarding me from other girls 😤
😳jealous, and honestly it's cute
🫂taking care of each other, every hour

You looked so cute drowning in my clothes — my hoodie, my sweatshirt, all of it swallowed you whole and I couldn't handle it. So beautiful in that white dress I couldn't stop staring. You got jealous, you got protective, you held on to me like you were scared I'd disappear — and honey, all of it just made me love you more.

you in my hoodie
my hoodie never looked better 🥹🧥
you in my sweatshirt by the window
my sweatshirt, our window 🤍

We took care of each other the whole time. Loved each other with everything we had. Made memories I'm going to keep for the rest of my life. 💗

little notes for you

Tap each one to open it — like tiny letters hiding in the clouds.

note one

koko & honey

You call me koko. I call you honey. I don't remember deciding that — it just happened, the way the good things do. Nobody says "koko" like you do, honey. The whole day goes soft when you do.
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note two

my favorite color is you

You love pink, I love white — so I made this bunny out of both. That's kind of us, isn't it? Two colors that only look right together.
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note three

the malibu dream

You asked me about those skies in a dream — pink melting into gold. It felt so real that I promised myself: one day we'll actually stand under them, together. This is me starting to keep that promise.
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note four

a tiny promise

More sunsets. More silly bunny faces. More you. That's the plan, and I'm keeping it. 🐰💗
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note five

five years, apparently

You're five years younger than me and somehow you're the one who's always known exactly what to say. I'm supposed to be the one with the head start. Instead I'm the one who got wrecked by a girl on Snapchat in 2021. 😌💗
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note six

my safest place

Home was never a place for me until it became a person. Now it's wherever you are — your laugh, your hand, that look you give me. I'm home. 🏡💗
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note seven

even on the grey days

Not every sky is pink and gold. But on the cloudy days, you're the little bit of warmth that never leaves. I'd pick you in every kind of weather. ☁️🌤️
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"koko, are those malibu skies?"

You asked me that in a dream, honey — looking up like the sky already belonged to us. I woke up and couldn't shake it. For the longest time it was just a dream we shared across a screen. Then in August we sat under a real sky together, side by side, and it stopped being a dream at all. 🤍

Malibu's still on the list. But it turns out the sky was never really the point — you were. 🌅

you drew us

She made this. Our whole dream, in one picture. 🎨

a drawing of us watching the malibu skies together
"to the boy who promised me Malibu" 💌
drawn by my honey · for us

the places we've been

Our map so far. It's only getting bigger. 🗺️💗

🇹🇭
Bangkok first stop
August 2026 · where it became real
Five years of screens, and then a city. This is where I finally got to see you, hold you, actually be next to you. I'll never forget landing and knowing you were somewhere in the same place as me. 🥹
🌊
Pattaya stop two
August 2026 · the sea and us
The one by the water. We took care of each other, didn't waste an hour, and made the kind of memories I'll be smiling about when I'm old. Some of the best days of my whole life, honey. 💗
🏝️
Bali next up
soon · the one I'm planning
This is the one I've got my eye on. Rice fields, sunsets, you and me somewhere warm with nothing to do but be together. I'm already imagining it. 🌴
🌊
Pattaya, again round two
because once wasn't enough
Our place by the water, take two. Some trips are so good you just have to do them again. This one's a promise. 💗
🐚
Maldives the dream
one day · just us and the ocean
This is the big one. Overwater, blue everywhere, no phones, no distance, no one but us. It's a long way off — but everything on this map has a way of coming true. 🤍

our band

Everyone has a song. We have a whole discography. 🎧

LANY
the one that's ours

Funny how we even got here. Neither of us found LANY first — Lauv did the introductions. "Mean It," "Never Not," "ILYSB" — one of those pulled us in, and somewhere in the rabbit hole, there was LANY. And that was it. 🕳️🐰

🚪 Mean It 🚪 Never Not 🚪 ILYSB

the songs that opened the door

honey's top
1. Taylor Swift 👑
2. LANY 💗
koko's top
1. Paul Klein 🎤
2. LANY 💗

Look at that. For you it's Taylor first, then LANY. For me it's Paul first — and Paul is LANY. So really, we both put them right near the top. Different number ones, same second place, same band that somehow ended up being ours.

That's kind of the whole thing with us, isn't it? We don't have identical taste. You've got your Taylor, I've got my Paul. But there's this one place in the middle where it all overlaps — and that's where the good songs live. That's where we live. 🤍

our sound

Ten songs that sound like us — and what a couple of them really mean. 🎧

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Careless
LANY · our song

My all-time favorite. And back in 2023, it became yours too — of all the songs in the world, you picked the same one. That's when I knew: we don't just listen to the same music, we hear it the same way. 💗

▶ play it for us
why this one 💗

It's a song about not being able to be cool about someone. About caring so much you can't pretend otherwise — trying to be careless and failing completely.

That's just me, about you. I've never once managed to be casual where you're concerned. And then in 2023 you told me it was your favourite too. Out of every song ever written, you picked the one that already sounded like how I felt. 🥹

💍
Perfect
One Direction · for you
Perfect — One Direction
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open in YouTube ↗

💍 press play, honey. 🎧

what it means to me 💍

Everyone hears the title and thinks it's a song about someone being flawless. It isn't. It's the opposite — it's someone saying I'm not the safe choice, I'm not the easy one, I'll probably drive you mad… but if what you want is something real and a little reckless, then I'm perfect for that.

It's a love song that doesn't promise to be neat. It just promises to be honest — and to show up.

That's the version of me I want you to have. I'm not going to pretend I'm the perfect anything. But for you? For the 2am talks and the dreaming out loud and the going-and-coming-back? I'm perfect for that. I've got you, honey. 🤍

  • 💔
    CarelessLANY
    💗 ours
  • 🌅
    Malibu NightsLANY
    🌊
  • 🤍
    ILYSBLANY
    💫
  • 🌻
    Thick and ThinLANY
    🌙
  • 🍳
    Dancing in the KitchenLANY
    🐰
  • 🌃
    Night ChangesOne Direction
    ✨
  • 💕
    Little ThingsOne Direction
    🎸
  • 💍
    PerfectOne Direction
    ✨
  • 🌸
    FeelingsLauv
    💭
  • 💞
    Love U Like ThatLauv
    🔥

and then there's Taylor

Your all-time favorite. Your mother, apparently. 😌💗

mother 👑
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Wildest Dreams
Taylor Swift · her song

Of course it's this one. You asked me about Malibu skies in a dream — and your favorite song is called Wildest Dreams. You were living in that title before either of us noticed. 🥹

Mine is Careless. Yours is Wildest Dreams. Put them together and that's just… us. Reckless about each other, dreaming loud. 💗

▶ play her song
Wildest Dreams — Taylor Swift
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open in YouTube ↗

🌌 press play, honey. it's yours. 💗

what it means 🌌

It's a song about wanting to be remembered by someone — even if it doesn't last, please don't forget me. It's beautiful and a little sad, and of course that's the one you picked. You feel things that way.

But here's my answer to it, honey: you don't have to be a wildest dream. You don't have to settle for being someone's beautiful memory. I'm not going anywhere, and I'm not the forgetting type. 🤍

Lover 💗 1989 🌆 folklore 🌲 Midnights 🌙 Red ❤️ evermore ✨

written in the sky

Water and fire. The dreamer, and the one who dreamed her. 🌊🔥

♓ You
Pisces
🌊 water · the dreamer
&
♐ Me
Sagittarius
🔥 fire · the traveler

They'll tell you water and fire don't mix. That a Pisces feels too much and a Sagittarius runs too far. That we're built wrong for each other.

But here's the thing nobody warned me about. They say Pisces is the dreamer — and you're so much of one that you didn't even need to be asleep for it. You got into mine.

I was the one dreaming, honey.
And there you were, asking me about the sky. 🌅

That's the part that gets me. A Sagittarius dreams about the road — the going, the next place, the horizon. And when my head finally made one up on its own, it didn't put a map in it. It put you in it. You showed up in my own dream and pointed at something beautiful, the way you always do.

So let them say water puts out fire. You feel everything, deeply, all at once — that's not too much, that's why you're the one who notices the sky at all. And I'm the one who hears you ask about it and says okay. let's go find it. You dream it awake, I'll get us there. That's the whole deal.

Water shapes the land it moves through. Fire keeps going when it's dark and cold. You've softened me. I'll keep us warm. That's not two signs that don't fit — that's two halves that finally make sense.

Also, cute detail: you added me on 18 February 2021 — right on the edge of Pisces season. You were about to become yourself, and there I was, getting a Snapchat notification that changed everything. ♓👻

And look — you pray on Sundays, I light incense. Different signs, different elements, different gods. Everything about us is supposed to be a mismatch on paper. ⛪🪷

Somehow we've still been each other's since 2021. Paper doesn't know what it's talking about. 🤍

our story so far

Every path led back to us. 💗

🌱
18 Feb 2021
you added me on Snapchat
That's it. That's how the whole thing started. You added me, I added you back, and five years later there's a website. 👻💗
🌙
2023
you came back
Life pulled us apart for a while — then you came back. And "Careless" became your favorite too. 🎧🤍
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May 2026
back again — for good
You came back one more time, under a kinder sky — and this time, I'm never letting go. 🤍
📍
3 Aug 2026
we finally met 🥹
Bangkok. Then Pattaya. Five years of screens and then suddenly you were just… there, real, next to me. I don't think I'll ever forget the first time I actually got to hold you. Best days of my life, honey. 🌊💗

a little whisper for you

Tap the heart whenever you need to hear it. 💗

"You're the sky I keep looking up for."
whisper 1

the thing I don't say

Quieter down here. Just for a minute. 🤍

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just for you, honey
this one's the most honest thing I've written. our word opens it. 🤍
the honest part

I'm scared of losing you, honey.

There. That's the thing under all of this — under the bunny and the songs and the silly games. I built you a whole sky partly because I'm terrified you'll stop wanting it.

When you go quiet, I notice. Faster than I'd ever admit. I check my phone like an idiot. I read our last messages back trying to work out if I said something wrong. Some part of me is always half-braced, watching the door, waiting to find out that this was the time you don't come back.

You've come back before.
That's exactly why it scares me.
It means I know what the leaving feels like. 🤍

And I'm not telling you this so you'll promise me anything. You don't owe me a guarantee. Nobody gets one of those, and I'd never ask you to carry mine. This isn't me putting a weight in your hands.

I'm telling you because it's true, and because you should know what you are to me. People don't get scared of losing things that don't matter. The fear is just the size of the loving, turned inside out. If I weren't scared, it'd mean you weren't important — and God, you're important.

So I've made peace with it. I'd rather be scared with you than calm without you. Every single time. That's not even a hard maths problem.

And if you ever did go, honey — really go —
I still wouldn't undo a day of it.

Not 2021. Not the quiet years. Not one minute of you.
You'd have been worth it anyway. 🤍

okay. that's all. back to the bunny. 🐰💗

open when you're sad

Come here whenever it's heavy. I left these for you. 🤍

🐰
breathe with me?

Follow the bunny. In through your nose, out through your mouth.

💌

when you feel like too much

You are not too much, honey. You feel at full volume, and the world just isn't built for people that honest. That's the world's problem, not yours. I've never once wished you were smaller. 💗
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🌧️

when you had a bad day

You don't have to explain it or make it make sense. Bad days are allowed. Drink some water, put something soft on, and let today be over. Tomorrow doesn't need you yet. 🤍
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🌙

when you can't sleep

Your brain is being mean at 2am. Nothing it says at this hour is true. Put on Wildest Dreams. Breathe with the bunny. You don't have to fix anything tonight — just rest. I'm under the same dark sky. 🌌
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🥺

when you feel not enough

Since you added me on Snapchat in Feb 2021, through every quiet stretch, you're the one I keep coming back to. Not because you earned it — just because it's you. It's never needed a reason. Somebody built you a whole sky, honey. That's how enough you are. 💗
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🌅

when you miss me

Then look up. Whatever sky is over you, I'm under a piece of it too. Press play on our song. Tap the bunny 'til he kisses you. I built all this so you'd never be alone with the missing. 🌅
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🫂

when it's really heavy

Please don't sit alone with this one, honey. A website can't hold you the way a person can — and you deserve the real thing. Call me. Wake me at 3am, I don't care. However long it's been, that door doesn't close. If I'm not reachable, tell someone who loves you. I'd always rather be woken up than find out later. 🤍
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our Yangon list

I've been away three years. You've been right there. Add yours — you know it better than me now. 🗒️💗

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    💾 Saves on this device. Add your places, honey — half this city is new to me now. 🤍

    little cards for you

    Tap through them, one by one. Take your time, honey. 🤍

    say something back

    Your turn, honey. I've done all the talking. 💌

    how are you feeling today, honey?

    This goes straight to me. Write as much as you want — I'll read every word. 🤍

    💗

    got it, honey. thank you.

    one day, the real sky. i promise.

    You're my favorite dream, honey — and the one I actually plan to make come true.